Wednesday, April 29, 2009
25.04 Band Prac
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Alumni Band
3hour Mahjong Session
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ISG,
work-friends
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
random updates
life has been normal for the past week..
wake up >> go work >> go home >> sleep >> cycle repeats itself..
heh~
i need to find my mood to redo my portfolio..
oh..i just collected my long forgotten specs..
and,when saw the date i paid the deposit..it was already 1 month ago..LOL..
i've yet to find time to watch 恶作剧之吻 which i borrowed from Qin since CNY..LOL..
or rather, i dont dare to start..coz i know..once i start, i wont stop.. =x
i should start soon, else i wont able to remember to return her.. -_-''
talking about shows..there is this list of movies i really want to watch..
maybe i should go for movie marathon..LOL
anyone care to join me? heh heh~
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Desultoriness
repost from email =)
沒有辦法…畢竟…
這就是愛…
於是…那男人…就…
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因為男的把:你會為我而死嗎?聽成(你會餵我耳屎嗎?)
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Desultoriness
Friday, April 17, 2009
爱,不需要让你知道 (its worth the read)
寒冷的二月,山中茫茫的雪中,一男一女艰难的移动着,
他们都是户外运动的爱好者,相约进山看雪,途中意外碰到暴风雪,迷了路。
女人很喜欢男人,他们之间没有表白过,因为之前,女人仅仅是从男人的眼神中,
女人很喜欢男人,他们之间没有表白过,因为之前,女人仅仅是从男人的眼神中,
捕捉到喜欢的信息,但是不确定。他们两个都是骄傲而怕受伤的人,
因为不确定,所以不表白。
大雪中,他们手拉着手,说着鼓励的话,在齐膝的雪中艰难的前进,
大雪中,他们手拉着手,说着鼓励的话,在齐膝的雪中艰难的前进,
不停的走着,常常走不了几步就会摔交,衣服已经湿透了
,被冷风一吹,两个人都嘴唇青紫。
体力消耗很大,但女人仍然边走边笑,男人看着女人,轻松不少。
尽管都在微笑,但是他们知道,死神正一步步向他们逼近。
已经三天了,周围仍然是一望无际的雪地,体力已经透支,
最糟糕的是,食物也越来越少了。
为了生存,他们把所有的食物都集中到了女人的背包里,
为了生存,他们把所有的食物都集中到了女人的背包里,
由女人好好规划,控制每天的食量,以应付最糟糕的情形。
更不幸的事情发生了,由于雪太深,
在路过一片树林时,女人掉进雪洞里扭伤了脚,
整个腿肿了起来,每走一步都要忍住巨痛。男人已经极度疲惫了,
没可能背上女人前进,而且,女人也拒绝男人背她,她很清楚,
这样的话,他们会一起死在山上。
斟酌再三,只能由男人独自前行,找到出山的路,寻求救援。
男人为女人支好了帐篷,安顿好。他们整理了彼此的背包,
女人告诉男人“还剩下八块压缩饼干,咱们一人四块“,
随后说“你出去帮我烧点水好吗?“男人烧好水送进帐篷来,
女人说饼干分好了,装在两个包的头包里,男人摸了摸两个背包的头包,
凭感觉,的确是一样多。他拉着女人的手,说“等着我,我马上回来”。
直到这时,他们仍然没有向对方表达自己的爱恋,他们都是理智的人,
直到这时,他们仍然没有向对方表达自己的爱恋,他们都是理智的人,
这种情况下,可能一分手就是永别,
如果表白之日就是永别之日,未免太过残忍。
男人根本不知道自己能不能走出去,如果,他们中只有一人能生存,
男人根本不知道自己能不能走出去,如果,他们中只有一人能生存,
那何必让对方用一生的时间,去忘记一个逝去的爱人呢?
记得一个普通的朋友就足够了。
女人无限依恋的看着男人“我等你,我知道你能走出去。”
男人站起身,替女人盖好睡袋,转身。
每走一段路,男人都做下记号,他一心想着找到救援,回去接女人,
每走一段路,男人都做下记号,他一心想着找到救援,回去接女人,
饿了,啃一口饼干,渴了,吃两口雪。
男人的速度越来越慢,他提醒自己,
不能停,只要停下就意味着死亡,那女人也就没救了,
他努力坚持,他告诉自己,一定要出去。
终于,男人耗尽了最后一丝气力,倒下,失去知觉前,
终于,男人耗尽了最后一丝气力,倒下,失去知觉前,
他想,女人的食物还够吗?还能撑住吗?
醒来,男人发现自己躺在救援队的帐篷里,
朋友发现他们没有按时出山,救援队已经进山搜救很久了。
其实救援队一开始并没有发现男人,他们先找到女人的帐篷,
其实救援队一开始并没有发现男人,他们先找到女人的帐篷,
然后顺着男人留下的记号,找到几乎冻僵奄奄一息的男人。
男人的体温渐渐恢复,他问“她呢 ”,大家不语,他突然发现,
救援队的成员眼角都隐隐有着泪光。
男人一呆,“告诉我,她呢”,挣扎着要出去找她。
救援队长用颤抖的声音说“别找了,她不在了,我们发现她的时候,
已经去了,可能是出去融雪烧水,没力气回到帐篷,冻死了”……
三年后,男人结婚了,是一个和女人一样喜欢户外运动、
三年后,男人结婚了,是一个和女人一样喜欢户外运动、
喜欢笑的可爱女孩。
女人走后,这个女孩陪男人走过了最难受的日子,
男人逐渐快乐起来,有了感情,两人走到了一起,
有时,他们也会一起怀念惋惜女人的逝去,也更珍惜现在的感情。
当年的救援队长参加了他的婚礼。
婚礼后,队长来到女人的墓地,女人在照片上,笑容依旧美丽。
婚礼后,队长来到女人的墓地,女人在照片上,笑容依旧美丽。
队长对女人说“你放心吧,他结婚了,很幸福“。
队长流泪了,其实,当年,队长说谎了。
女人不是冻死的,救援队发现她的时候,她好好的躺在帐篷里,睡袋盖的很好,
男人替她盖好的,她舍不得动。
女人是饿死的,打开她的头包,只有几块平平的石板,
女人是饿死的,打开她的头包,只有几块平平的石板,
没有什么压缩饼干,剩下的压缩饼干,不是八块,只有四块而已。
女人,把剩下的所有食物,都留给了男人,她真的,很爱他。
队长发现女人的时候,她早已经僵硬的手中紧紧攥着一张小纸条:
“我肯定撑不到他回来了,别告诉他,他该有自己的生活。”
How many of us really know the meaning and unselfish love?
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Desultoriness
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
headache
didnt get into ntu..i think.. coz i didnt receive the letter..
applied for NAFA, waiting for interview session..
now, received cpf letter ytd..
need to pay back 6k for the poly fees..
at $104 per month, i need to pay 6 years.. WTH right..
might as well pay one lump sum..
maybe i'll pay 3k den ask dad pay 3k back to cpf 1st
den i pay him back..haix..
headache..
so, if i get in NAFA, another headache..
need to borrow money from bank..
den at the end of the day, need to pay back again..
Singapore study so ex..wth..
actually wanted to study degree in music..
but now i think can forget about it liao..
but still going to take music theory at sept..
i muz jia you~!
GO GO GO~!!!
and taiwan~!!
i muz go taiwan this year..
so this month..can not spend like mad liao..
muz save~!!!!!
Driving Lesson Two
stalled 3 times
1: stepped too much acclerator,reduced and release clutch too much..
2:release clutch too fast
3: cant remember
mistakes: stepped too much acclerator
change wrong gear (gear 2 is below~!!!!)
half clutch too fast
nv step on break when stopped
forgot to change to gear 1 when stopped
nv check mirror when driving..
New Things: when stopping, must press clutch and break at the same time.
Good things: U-turning is good and breaking..not jerky =p
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driving
Driving Lesson One
engine oil : cooling engine, change/service when hit certian millage
breaking oil : for breaks, Life time, just check if there is leaking due to cracks..
power stiring oil: for power stiring, Life time, just check if there is leaking due to cracks..
batteries: 2 kind of batteries, one is _______ de other one is ________
need to refill the batteries with battery water or plain water
battery water: acidic, good for batteries, but, when overflow, spoil other parts
plain water: neutal, not very good for batteries, when overflow, other parts dont spoil.
always keep a bottle of plain water in the car, just in case to top-up batteries
always check car once every fortnight or a mth, b4 moving off =)
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driving
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Meet up again =p
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friends,
Gatherings
Sunday, April 12, 2009
just blabber..
sometimes, i feel that i'm very naive?
coz my definition of friends is, i treat u good..you'll treat me good..simple..
but, after sometime, when you see so many situations as a outsider..
you'll realize that its not that simple..as what i thought..
Eg:Just an example..that almost can be seen everywhere
A stabbed B to Y..
please take note.. A & B are friends
Y just listened.
B somehow found out..that A stabbed him/her..
So, B also stabbed A to Y..
Now,Y now know both side of the story..
Y is trying to resolved at a tortoise speed..
but i guess, someone out there also stabbed Y..
on the other hand, even B knew A stabbed him/her, still continue to be friends with A
WTH~
you know he/she stabbed you, but you still want be friends with he/she..
he/she, stabbed you, still got face to be friends with you..
what a world man..
i tink i'm too straight forward ba..
in terms of speech or what so ever..
but i guess, for those who know me..
i mean no harm..just that my mouth reacted faster than my brain..
i tink i write all my emotions on my face..
i dont like you.. means i dont like you..
i can not bring myself to ACT that i like you..
i know i'm at the losing end, with this kind of attitude or attribute..
on the other hand, why need to act? act for wat?
everyday you wear a mask out and act..isnt it very tiring?
i really go all out to make friends..
i dont mind helping..but..often, people take me for granted..
thinking that, i help them is 理所当然 的。。。
i have my limits..when you're still within my tolerance level..
you're still my friend..maybe not as close..but i'll still help you, if u need my help..
but once you stepped on my tail,
i'll immediately strike you off..
and i dont understand..
the stabbing game and the guessing game very fun meh?
why people only dare to stab behind the back..
but dont dare to tell the person face to face??
我真的不明白。。。。。。。。。。。
but the one thing i know..
i shall keep my mouth shut..
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Desultoriness
Thursday, April 9, 2009
阿桑-叶子
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
Congratz
they're the ones taking the photos..LOL*
Sunday, April 5, 2009
Story To Share
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This made me wonder what is the happiness i'm seeking for?
How should i make changes to myself, to let others feel the happiness?
Friday, April 3, 2009
A Catch Up
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blabber,
friends,
Gatherings
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
I'm in love with purple specs
that's my mum, if we lost money, that's another story =p*
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concerts,
Desultoriness
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