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Thursday, September 30, 2010

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Somehow, i've no idea where the fighting spirit for my O' levels went.
Anyone saw it?

IMustBeMad290910.Msia




I seriously think that the immigration officer would think that i'm mad.. LOL

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

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真的只是有时候,莫名的心情不好,不想和任何人说话,只想一个人静静的发呆。
真的只是有时候,突然觉得心情烦躁,看什么都觉得不舒服,拼命想寻找一个出口。
真的只是有时候,发现身边的人都不了解自己,面对着身边的人,突然觉得说不出话。
真的只是有时候,感觉自己与世界格格不入,曾经一直坚持的东西一夜间面目全非。

真的只是有时候,突然很想逃离现在的生活,想不顾一切收拾自己简单的行李去流浪。
真的只是有时候,希望时间为自己停下,就这样和喜欢的人地老天荒。
真的只是有时候,在自己脆弱的时候,想一个人躲起来,不愿别人看到自己的伤口。
真的只是有时候,突然很想哭,却难过的哭不出来。

真的只是有时候,明明自己心里有很多话要说,却不知道怎样表达。
真的只是有时候,觉得自己其实一无所有,仿佛被世界抛弃。
真的只是有时候,明明自己身边很多朋友,却依然觉得孤单。
真的只是有时候,自己的梦想很多,却力不从心。

真的只是有时候,常常找不到事情,无聊的无所适从。
真的只是有时候,心里突然冒出一种厌倦的情绪,觉得自己很累很累。
真的只是有时候,看不到自己未来的样子,迷茫的不知所措。
真的只是有时候,发现自己一夜之间长大了。

真的只是有时候,听到一首老歌,就突然想起一个人。
真的只是有时候,别人误解了自己有口无心的一句话,心里郁闷的发慌。
真的只是有时候,常常在回忆里挣扎,有很多过去无法释怀。
真的只是有时候,渴望别人的关怀,渴望一份简单的快乐。
真的只是有时候,看着时间一点点流逝,自己却无能为力.............

sometimes, when i'm lost, i just need a light to guide me through..

Thursday, September 23, 2010

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紫蒲公英:呈淡紫色的蒲公英,花语是‘传说的紫色’,属性暗。无法停留的爱! 不停歇的爱!

传说,在你寻找爱情的时候,只要是找到了那罕见的紫色蒲公英的话就能找到你心中的完美的爱情了。 所以,它的花语为‘传说的紫色’。紫蒲公英总是带着美好的愿望在空中自由的飞翔着、寻找属于它的新的天地、新的开始,就像你找到了真爱一样,对自己来说是新的起点、新的生活的开始。蒲公英又是自由的,随风自由的飞翔。所以,它的爱情也是自由的。
Dandelion: Happiness and Faithfulness.
the dandelion flower is the ultimate emblem for persistence and a strong will. It is also thought to represent wishes coming true, cheerful love, and general happiness. As a gift, these small, delicate flowers are certainly unique. Although uncommon, it is possible to give these to someone as a potted plant; however, they are best given freshly clipped and presented as a single yellow flower, so as to represent a sweet, innocent affection; or in its more downy form, encouraging the recipient to make a wish.

I've been drawing this flower, and keep forgeting the name. Today, i know :)

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It wasn't easy to be here today, it might be tougher in the future..
but, with love, i believe we could over come all odds ❤ ❤ ❤

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I have unstable hands.. how how??
Arrrggg.. sharp also blur, blur also blur..
sianz.....

Monday, September 20, 2010

IfOnly200910.Marriot




If only the world could remain the same as what we perceived as kids.

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

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i ❤ Miniature Perfume
its perfect for greedy people like me :)
who wants to own a lot of perfume, but can bare to see the cash leaving me..


When i walked into my room yesterday,
there is a sweet smell in my room, i thought i might be the perfumes..
But after opening all the perfumes, it smell like none of them..

umm.. i wonder where it came from......


if you ever want to get me anything,
just get me cards or miniature perfume :)

Loots140910.Everywhere




Loots from him :)

It has been ups and downs..
And i have a sea of "Weird Vinegar"
Its not easy to Tahan me, i know.. i'm tough to handle too..

I'm always filled if negative ions,
it has always been this way since i was 15..
After all the negative thoughts, i'll still work towards the positive side..

Its hard for me to accept negative comments about myself..
who doesn't?
But still, i'm trying, maybe just baby steps..

I'm NOT a magician!

Do you know?
Sometimes, your attitude sucks big time too >:(
i almost turned and walked away from you,
for some unknown reason.. i held back..

Sunday, September 12, 2010

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有时候,发发呆,躲在自己幻想的世界里,
是一个很不错的享受。


Friday, September 10, 2010

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Wednesday, September 8, 2010

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Saturday, September 4, 2010

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时间已做了选择 什么人叫做朋友
偶而碰头 心情却能一点就通
因为我们曾有过 理想类似的生活
太多感受 绝非三言两语能形容

可能有时我们顾虑太多
太多决定需要我们去选择
担心会犯错 难免会受挫
幸好一路上有你陪我

与你分享的快乐 胜过独自拥有
至今我仍深深感动
好友如同一扇窗 能让视野不同


Only friends who put in effort worth my effort :)

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我不想我不想不想长大,长大后世界就没有花
我不想我不想不想长大,我宁愿永远又笨又傻
我不想我不想不想长大,长大后我就会失去他
我深爱的他深爱我的他,已经变的不像他.



 
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