Emotional Burnout

It has been quite a bad Christmas for me, apparently Santa didn't really like me..

I've been always racing against time ever since the beginning of dec..

Time has never been enough for me..

I've been working, working and working..coz money is never enough..

as Santa decided not to grant my wish for this Christmas on tues.

I'm so tired that i really feel like taking a day off, off from everything..

and just sleep for 24 hours straight..

and recently, i felt that i'm having emotional burnout, job burnout, or whatever you call that..

i simply lost interest in everything,no motivation at all..

coz i realize too much people expect too many things from me, that i couldn't handle anymore..

maybe it's just my mind cant take it positively anymore..

even simple things like meeting up friends has been very tough on me,

coz i could hardly find time, at the rate that i'm sleeping less than 6hours everyday.

i guess some of my friends cant understand why am i THAT busy.

i cant understand too, maybe is due to my BLURness + Ultimate Suayness..

a very good example of what happened this morning,

i woke up, i wanted to do work..

and i realize that my whole folder of cropped images and buttons are all misplaced..

i took me 2 hours to get them done..goodness..

most probaly i've left it at my work place..

and i couldnt believe i never back up at home..which was quite amazing thing to do..

i specifically remember i did, coz i never cut and paste anything, i always copy and paste.

oh wellllllllllllllll................

well done, now i have to redo everything and send to customer tml morning..

which means, tonight i'm gonna sleep at 3am again, for the 5 consecutive day, and counting..

tml is another energy challenging day for me.

i just hope my blurness and suayness could just leave me alone and play somewhere else..

just leave me alone..............................

PassioneIV

PassioneIV Happening this sunday, at VCH 3.30pm.

Repertoire:
Blue Sky and Sunshine March | Toshihiro Fujishiro
A Huntingdon Celebration | Philip Sparke
Loch Lomond | Frank Ticheli
Second Suite for Band | Alfred Reed
To Be a Vivid Star | Satoshi Yagisawa
Battleship Yamato | Hiroshi Miyagawa
Can’t Take My Eyes Off You (Flute Solo) | Toshio Mashima

Tics going at 10SGD.

Please contact me @ jaz_yin@hotmail.com for tics.~!!

Thank you!!

See you there~!

111209 - Dinner and Drink with Anna

Meet up with Anna after a long time..
Went to Canele@Raffles City for dinner and Dessert.Kate Spade had SALES!!!!with a shallow pocket..didnt manage to get anything..next time ba...


The food was so-so only lei..not as fantastic as i thought it would be..not going back for more..haha..
Baked rice with poached Eggs : ^^VV
Egg crepe with smoke salmon : ^^Vv

Makan-end and Chit-Chat-ed, until the last order prompt by the waitress..we went out to choose some cakes..and we came back.. our table was empty!!Best part is, we're not done with the dishes...........................and we already inform one of the staff that we're going out to choose some cakes..
i shouldn't had paid for the 10% service charges.........Oh well...................
Dessert was nice, but a little too sweet for me..even though i've a sweet tooth with me..
*Qin, the Pink color 一坨 behind, was the green green mini bite we had at raffles hotel.the raffles hotel one was better*
The left overs..They're just too much for me to handle.



Walked round raffles city with 90% of the shops already close,before we headed to Paulaner my favourite place so far.. other than Alley Bar..They offer good quality of beer.. i dont take beer, except for Paulaners.
its a good place to chill out, listen to the live band singing all the hits on class 95fm
at about 12plus, Qin texted.." tml meeting you 1000 at sentosa"
my reaction was"oh okie..still early.."
3 seconds later.."What?! 1000 at sentosa, i've to wake up at like 0830"omt.. i'm still at Paulaner with 3/4 cup full of beer..
quickly finished my beer, and chiong-ed home to sleep..Dont 小看 beer lei.. it hit me harder than liquor did..gosh..maybe i gulped down a little too fast..
after sending anna home@tampines..reach-ed home about 2am..knocked out within 5sec the moment i lie on bed..within the 5 secs, i still reminded myself i've to wake up at 830am............

051209 - simple sat part II 之 dinner with M3

Finally got a chance to dine at the sun with moon restaurant at wheelock place..coz other places are with long queues..after dunno 123595696231 times of walking past coz it's always full.*and also the price is steep.. sashimi for 2 @ $77SGD++ O_O*
Dine with the usual M3 group kakis..M3=Makan,Movie,Mahjong group
They have a function room that can cater to about 20 pax.with projection equipments but its about 35SGD per pax.. so you do your math..

The ramen was really good.. base was abit salty.But..what's best was the PORK~!!it really melts in the mouth..OMT~!!
But according to Steven, TheCentral offers slightly better quality..
Followed up by a dessert session at NYDC..
Not forgetting a mid night movie.


it really feels weird w/o eating good food watching midnight movie for two weeks..even my bro agreed.. gosh~ its a habit~!!

051209 - Simple Sat Part I 之 Ser's 22nd

The final birthday event of my girls for 2009
The dec baby, Serying~~
Happy 22nd Ser!

Macha cake from CaneleNot bad~!! The price also not bad..lol..that's not the important point..the important point is, we finally got a non chocolate cake for Ser..There will be a updated post on Canele later on.



Attendence: Bin,Jaz,Dice,Neng,Ser. AWOL: Wen~!! haha..
Love my group of girls, who made an effort to come down..even though the notice is so last min..!!Thanks~!! Muacksssss~!!


See!!!! being my good friend very good de loh..dont need to use hand to eat.. i'll feed them =) save water and soap ps: the wallet was from Bin,Neng and Wen

Next meet up will be the xmas gathering.Wen, better plan properly ar.. if not i'll psycho everyone to AWOL.. =p
Dice and Neng, the rest of the photos lei??i'm waiting~~~This time round, i'm not the last to upload le hor..

041209 - Club Med

Went for Club Med event after work..

Chiong-ed Cab to St. James Power House..

It was my virgin experience in doing event at clubs..and, it's the most difficult job till date..
With the ever changing lightings,the people,or rather the clothes they wear is forever changing too..My eyes nearly popped out hunting for them..


It's an entertaining night,one thing i like about doing events, you'll get more exposure :)
But, its quite tiring too..