Moodless

oh well.. here i goes again..

as usual..i think i can see that i'm reaching my boiling point..

i seriously cant foresee myself tahan-ing another 8 months..

this kinda feeling sucked big time..

i think i need to train up my EQ..

whatever.........................................

Ah-Ma fell down once again..

i feel very helpless..

cause i know she's in pain..

but she keep saying nevermind..

she dont want to go to the doctor..

at the same time, i cant do much..

i cant drive her to doctor nor back home..

all i could do is to help her get up..

help her get what she needs..

make sure she sits more comfortably on the sofa..

she constantly remind us to get food for ourselves..

my heart aches, to see her like this..

waiting for mum to get home, and force her to see doc..

cousins, if you're reading this..

visit her when you're free..