i'm tired..

and i need to vent..

i need to sing...~!!

sometimes i think, why 同人不同命..

people apply for job, i also apply for job..

people get 1.5k,1.8k i get 1.1k..

people in band, i also in band.

people play so well, i play like shit..

simple rythum also cant read..

people talk, i also talk..

but why people say things very nice.

i say things also kana say back, even though i try my best to keep quiet liao..

do i really need to shut my mouth..

or i tink too highly of myself..

or i tink too much?

maybe my design really not as good as qin and kai, that's why i get 1.1k

maybe i dont have the talent in music, that's y i play not as good..

maybe my attitude really got problem, that's why i always say the wrong thing..

or it's just me..seems like everyone dont like me..

or, i'm just too competitive.. 

everything also want to win..

am i asking too much??

now that i'm REALLY stepping out to the working society,

i REALLY have to PIAH~!

Piah design skills, piah music skills, pass my driving asap..

i must JIA YOU~!!!!!!!!!

i believe  老天爷 wont treat me so badly,

every event happen for a reason,

i've to learn from all these events, to grow..

in design, in music, in driving, in socialising..

看开一点 =p

*i need to wax my legs..*