Yet again...

well.. sundae.. a very hot one indeed..
its already may..sun out there is shining so brightly..
i dislike hot sun..she make me pain and burn me..
well, the least i'm not afarid that my clothes wont dry.. =)

today.. supposed to be a quiet day.. let me rot away on my bed..
but.. we.. yes we.. (me n my bf).. quarrel again.. the details..
i shall not disclosed..but.. its about something i hate to see it happen,
but yet again it happend.. i want get this thing out of my life..
its almost 2 years and its very heart breaking to quarrel over n over again
on the same things..

what i cant cant CANT tahan.. is his temper.. (i hope he reads this)..
to him :
" when you're angry, you say very hurting words,without knowing that it hurts me alot..
then, after, you regret what you said..haix..but..the sad thing is.. the words cant be taken back.."
this is the 4th time..this is happening..i dont know if it's gonna be a next time..
if there is.. i doubt i can take it anymore..

coz of this incident.. suddenly.. my angel enlighten me to blog it down..
throughout this almost 2 years of relationship.. there're alot of ups and downs..
sad to say.. the downs are more than the ups..
suddenly, i believe in Karma-What goes around, comes around..
this is what is happening between us..
i dunno how much else i can do to brighten up the relationship,
nor what i can change to blend into he's way of life..
what i can say is.. we think very differently in 2 perspective..that's what sets us apart..

现在的我， 只希望我能坚持最初的选择与决定。

睡觉的时间到了。。
希望当太阳伸起的那一刻后，
一切将应为时间的改变而变得更美丽。。
我是那么的希望这。。。。。。。。。。。。。。


Jaz.吟