最近觉得很辛苦，应为在公司的日子越来越难熬。

不是因为每天工作时间将近15个小时，

而是觉得自己对设计不是很在行。

不知道是应为没钻修这一科的问题，

还是自己真的没有艺术与美感细胞。

设计出来的东西，总是达不到自己对自己的要求，

更加达不到别人对我的要求。

看起来明明有问题，但不知道问题出在哪里。

每个月总会有几天，我的朋友-放弃， 会要我陪她玩。

觉得自己很累，很辛苦，很no-life。。

但，后来想想，其实与父母的辛苦相比起来，

我的辛苦其实算不了什么。

至少，我是在冷气房里，坐在椅子上，而他们不是。

只是，很心疼因为三根半夜开大门时，

妈妈还没休息。。虽然，平时她也是一样，

但，这次不同的是，她总是问我 “你吃了没？”

有些朋友会想，“几点了，还没吃饭？”

是的，有时是真的还没吃，

有时是因为晚饭都消化了，妈妈都听到我肚子的呼唤。。哈哈。。

奋斗了一整个周日，周末想好好休息，

玩好玩的，看好看的，吃好吃的。。

讲到吃，i'm craving for:

bratwurst linguine(bakerzin)

clam chowder(whitedog)

durian prata(upp thomsom)

xiaolongbao(imperial treasure@ms)

这是我与意志力和耐力的搏斗。。

鹿死谁手，还没揭晓呢。。。

PassioneIV - 261209

Proudly present to you..The Yuying Concert Band..

Under the baton of Mr. Faizal Othman




And Mr Steven Phua




The Singer





The Beat Boxer





And my brave junior, Flute Soloist for Cant Take My Eyes Off You..




Its fun working with the alumni people..




Candid shot with SiWei in front...




Candid shot with SiYan behind..
Just in case, you were wondering if they are sisters coz of their names..well,they're not =p


Music is my life :)


Muramatsu Flute.......its very tough to get my hands on you, you know..
still "dong-ing" $1 coins into my milk bottle everyday..

Above basically sums up my end of 2009..oh..and a bbq session at Lim's residence on xmas..
i fell sick..coz my bro left for taiwan and i can only drool in singapore..
Next thing i know as i was woken up by my coughing mouth and irritating throat..it's 2010~!haha..

New year, New beginning..Hope Ms. lucky star heard my sweet voice(i can feel people rolling their eyes already) calling for her..and the suay神 heard me yelling at him..LOL..

2010

Merry 2010 Everyone..Wishes everyone have a smooth smooth year ahead..
Have good health,good luck and losta money..
Loves~!

1 month belated 之 Jasmine's 22nd

yup.. is one month belated..this is how busy each of us was..lol..but still.. we finally met up =)
Thanks Terence for fetching us =pDine at my fave chinese restaurant at Marina Square...*drools* xiao long bao =D~~~~~
Got Jasmine some winter accessories for her HK trip..
See how much she like it? lol..

Umm.. i seriously need a hair cut again..Who got good hair stylist to intro??

Headed to Paulaner after dinner..I've been bringing all my friends to this place..coz, its easily accessible =)



A little surprise for her..got the live band to sing her a birthday song~
okie, she pretty much guess it..coz it's kinda last min..and its very obvious..
But who cares??She's enjoying it~~

Happy 22nd Jasmine Dear~!!Love Love Loves~!!

My dream bag

Saw this kate spade bag randomly browsing through blogs..



pretty right~!of coz.. it's retailing at $395
So tempting~!!!!!

Emotional Burnout

It has been quite a bad Christmas for me, apparently Santa didn't really like me..

I've been always racing against time ever since the beginning of dec..

Time has never been enough for me..

I've been working, working and working..coz money is never enough..

as Santa decided not to grant my wish for this Christmas on tues.

I'm so tired that i really feel like taking a day off, off from everything..

and just sleep for 24 hours straight..

and recently, i felt that i'm having emotional burnout, job burnout, or whatever you call that..

i simply lost interest in everything,no motivation at all..

coz i realize too much people expect too many things from me, that i couldn't handle anymore..

maybe it's just my mind cant take it positively anymore..

even simple things like meeting up friends has been very tough on me,

coz i could hardly find time, at the rate that i'm sleeping less than 6hours everyday.

i guess some of my friends cant understand why am i THAT busy.

i cant understand too, maybe is due to my BLURness + Ultimate Suayness..

a very good example of what happened this morning,

i woke up, i wanted to do work..

and i realize that my whole folder of cropped images and buttons are all misplaced..

i took me 2 hours to get them done..goodness..

most probaly i've left it at my work place..

and i couldnt believe i never back up at home..which was quite amazing thing to do..

i specifically remember i did, coz i never cut and paste anything, i always copy and paste.

oh wellllllllllllllll................

well done, now i have to redo everything and send to customer tml morning..

which means, tonight i'm gonna sleep at 3am again, for the 5 consecutive day, and counting..

tml is another energy challenging day for me.

i just hope my blurness and suayness could just leave me alone and play somewhere else..

just leave me alone..............................

PassioneIV

PassioneIV Happening this sunday, at VCH 3.30pm.

Repertoire:
Blue Sky and Sunshine March | Toshihiro Fujishiro
A Huntingdon Celebration | Philip Sparke
Loch Lomond | Frank Ticheli
Second Suite for Band | Alfred Reed
To Be a Vivid Star | Satoshi Yagisawa
Battleship Yamato | Hiroshi Miyagawa
Can’t Take My Eyes Off You (Flute Solo) | Toshio Mashima

Tics going at 10SGD.

Please contact me @ jaz_yin@hotmail.com for tics.~!!

Thank you!!

See you there~!

111209 - Dinner and Drink with Anna

Meet up with Anna after a long time..
Went to Canele@Raffles City for dinner and Dessert.Kate Spade had SALES!!!!with a shallow pocket..didnt manage to get anything..next time ba...


The food was so-so only lei..not as fantastic as i thought it would be..not going back for more..haha..
Baked rice with poached Eggs : ^^VV
Egg crepe with smoke salmon : ^^Vv

Makan-end and Chit-Chat-ed, until the last order prompt by the waitress..we went out to choose some cakes..and we came back.. our table was empty!!Best part is, we're not done with the dishes...........................and we already inform one of the staff that we're going out to choose some cakes..
i shouldn't had paid for the 10% service charges.........Oh well...................
Dessert was nice, but a little too sweet for me..even though i've a sweet tooth with me..
*Qin, the Pink color 一坨 behind, was the green green mini bite we had at raffles hotel.the raffles hotel one was better*
The left overs..They're just too much for me to handle.



Walked round raffles city with 90% of the shops already close,before we headed to Paulaner my favourite place so far.. other than Alley Bar..They offer good quality of beer.. i dont take beer, except for Paulaners.
its a good place to chill out, listen to the live band singing all the hits on class 95fm
at about 12plus, Qin texted.." tml meeting you 1000 at sentosa"
my reaction was"oh okie..still early.."
3 seconds later.."What?! 1000 at sentosa, i've to wake up at like 0830"omt.. i'm still at Paulaner with 3/4 cup full of beer..
quickly finished my beer, and chiong-ed home to sleep..Dont 小看 beer lei.. it hit me harder than liquor did..gosh..maybe i gulped down a little too fast..
after sending anna home@tampines..reach-ed home about 2am..knocked out within 5sec the moment i lie on bed..within the 5 secs, i still reminded myself i've to wake up at 830am............

051209 - simple sat part II 之 dinner with M3

Finally got a chance to dine at the sun with moon restaurant at wheelock place..coz other places are with long queues..after dunno 123595696231 times of walking past coz it's always full.*and also the price is steep.. sashimi for 2 @ $77SGD++ O_O*
Dine with the usual M3 group kakis..M3=Makan,Movie,Mahjong group
They have a function room that can cater to about 20 pax.with projection equipments but its about 35SGD per pax.. so you do your math..

The ramen was really good.. base was abit salty.But..what's best was the PORK~!!it really melts in the mouth..OMT~!!
But according to Steven, TheCentral offers slightly better quality..
Followed up by a dessert session at NYDC..
Not forgetting a mid night movie.


it really feels weird w/o eating good food watching midnight movie for two weeks..even my bro agreed.. gosh~ its a habit~!!

051209 - Simple Sat Part I 之 Ser's 22nd

The final birthday event of my girls for 2009
The dec baby, Serying~~
Happy 22nd Ser!

Macha cake from CaneleNot bad~!! The price also not bad..lol..that's not the important point..the important point is, we finally got a non chocolate cake for Ser..There will be a updated post on Canele later on.



Attendence: Bin,Jaz,Dice,Neng,Ser. AWOL: Wen~!! haha..
Love my group of girls, who made an effort to come down..even though the notice is so last min..!!Thanks~!! Muacksssss~!!


See!!!! being my good friend very good de loh..dont need to use hand to eat.. i'll feed them =) save water and soap ps: the wallet was from Bin,Neng and Wen

Next meet up will be the xmas gathering.Wen, better plan properly ar.. if not i'll psycho everyone to AWOL.. =p
Dice and Neng, the rest of the photos lei??i'm waiting~~~This time round, i'm not the last to upload le hor..