F1 Singapore Grand Prix : Highlights

Just to share..i dunno how long the video will last..

Sweet~

Still feeling very down today..

I guess i need sometime to recuperate..

FYI..we're taking a break..not a rest..

How long? i've no idea..

I guess the both of us is really tired..

It's very complicated..

and i'm at a lost..

we're very different..in terms of thinking and character

(relationship should be between 2 different people?

if they're the same they would be called twins right?)

We still have problems..which seemed solved..but still unsolved..

and other stuffs..

i'm feeling contradicted..

i dont understand why i think one way and acted/said another way..

i'm feeling suffocating coz i'm stubbon/看不开/thinking too much and

unable to view problems in another angle/wider view..not being able to admit mistake

i'm not understanding/flexible enough to except unexpected changes..

i want to be a better person..

and i guess i have to learn it the hard way..

after tidying up my feelings..

i'll embark on a journey of CHANGE..

this time i'll make it~!

Its very sweet of my friend to get me bin bin..

but i cant eat too much..coz i'll cough (allergic)..

Thank Qin~!

And my lab students are so sweet too..

they got me Hershey's C&C..

one of my fave Choco..

Thankz Chang Yuan =)

Thankz for the sweet thought..

i really appreciate it =)

these made me feel better..

and..i need to talk more~!

Jazs.吟

thinking to myself

Even thought one is not loving you the way you wanted,

doesnt mean that they didnt love you will all they have or able to give..

again, i only understand this meaning when things happen..

people only start to wake up, and learn their lesson when the situation is down to the max..

Chances came and go..

alot of things changed,

but also alot of things left unchanged..

its those unchangeable things i've to change..

when a problems come back to you more than 1 time,

it forms a pattern..

the only way to break the pattern is to change,

the way the pattern is being formed..

everyone could change(the pattern), if they're determine to..how determined that its..

in fact, everyone is changing everyday, even without noticing..

i am definately gonna make it happen

i am definately gonna change it..~!

one type of person

There is one type of person that constantly complains and whine.

No matter what happens in their life, good for bad, they just complain that “nothing good ever happens to them”. After awhile, you just stop caring.

When you personally experience some success, the whiners again complains- but now they complain about your success and how is it not fair that they “never get the lucky breaks”

After awhile, the last thing you do is to associate yourself with them, as all they do is to bring you down to their level.

In the end, you eventually just stop caring because of the constant complaining and the constant negativity.

and, this type of person refers to me..
but..i just came accross this book yesterday..
althought it came to me a little late..and i realize it a little too late..
but its never too late to change..

i should Change..
i wish to Change..
i ought to Change..
i'd like to Change..
i have to Change..
i need to Change..
i must Change..
i want to Change..
i can Change..
i will Change..
i'm going to Change..
and
i am Changing...

Deverstated

Totally no mood to blog about what happen..

i've just fallen into the deepest valley..from the sky above..
feeling totally deverstated,sad,lost,horribally depressed..

i do hope that things will turn for the better..
which, nothing can guarentees me for that..

feel even worst from past few weeks..
my mood has been going down from good to bad,bad to worst..
worst to..(any words that can descirbe worst than worst)

no words can descibe my feelings now..
i dont feel human..omg..
save me~~~~

i need a change in me..
can anymore format me away?

Cold Bird Cage To Warm Fish Tank

Shifted Lab..

well..the Old lab was EXTREME cold..

we even say we need winter wear..coz our fingers were numb..

that's how bad it is..

BUT..i was well hidden behind PCs and bird cage..

i can do things secrectly..

but NOW~~

shifted to a NEW fish tank lab..

with brighter lights (or i should say, the floor reflects light)

surrounded with glass windows..feels so..Insecure..

Now..everyone is so exposed..

even me..oh well..

Kana caught by students today 

but the good thing,
i dont need to spent money to get myself winterwear..

Jazs.吟

Dinner with Qin

I WAS SACKED~!!

haha..no la..just shifting lab..
but just by packing up our stuff..made us felt like being sacked..

see this emo me, packing up belongings, ready to shift tmr

After work, decided to go dinner with Qin..

Destination: Ichiban @ Ang Mo Kio hub

i like the sashimi covers that wrote "i'm raw"

so cute~!

Alas, Cam-whoring~~

Cam-whoring is a nv miss event..

while waiting for the food to be served..

Above is our dishes with Chawamushi Rice Set(CRS)

Mine is the Hotate Cheese Yaki @ $9.90 + CRS @ $6.30 = $16.20

It's a dish for mayonnaise or cheese fanatic like HuiQin,

the japanese sweet mayonnaise was laid as base,

for the fat & juicy scallop with chewy enoki mushroom to sit on top.

it was then covered with un-stingy amount of cheese,

pop into the oven for baking of the crispy crust.

but i eventually got sick of the gracious amout of mayo and cheese

at the end of the meal.

Deserves: ^^VVV

HuiQin had Chicken Terikayi @$8.90 + CRS @ $6.30 = $15.20

Fresh Chicken was done to the "Crispy on the ouside and juicy on in inside" kinda effect.

with Ichiban's terriyaki sauce(except it was abit salty),

made the dish almost perfect dish anyone.

Deserves: ^^VVV

Jazs.吟 Enjoys the dinner ^^

大白兔奶糖

SINGAPORE: Singapore's Agri-Food and Veterinary Authority (AVA) says
its latest laboratory findings show that the "White Rabbit Creamy Candy(大白兔奶糖)" from China is also contaminated with melamine.

It advises consumers who have bought the affected product not to consume them.
The latest test results bring the total number of milk and related products from China

imported into Singapore that are found to be contaminated with melamine to three.

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AwWwwW..my one of my favourite sweet~~~
contaminated with melamine.. =( i ate soOooOOo much of that during my FYP time..

now i'm contaminated with traces of melamine too~!! =(

Re-Charging Period

Took 2days off to re-charge myself..

Thursday-18th Sept:
Rot-ted at home~
Watch tv,drama,movie..
eat,lie on bed,chit-chat with mom~

Friday-19th Sept:

Dating with Mr.Bii..

Went to Topone,we Sing,Sang & Sung until my voice was almost gone..

And!!
finally got the chance to eat MOF-Ministry Of Food~!!

I've been craving it, since alot of people have +ve comments on it..

It's situated @ Bugis Junction (Cafe & Restaurant)
200 Victoria Street #02-45 Bugis Junction S(188021). Tel: 65-63386466

They provide free flow of hot green tea @$1/cup

Agedashi Tofu @$5

Deep fried crispy tofu in unqiue blend of tempura sauce

Deserves: ^^VVVv

Tempura Udon @ $11.80

Snowy huge prawns coated with crispy jacket,

accompanied with slippery Udon in light soup

Deserves: ^^VVVv

Teriyaki Bento @ $8.80

Tender well marinated chicken grilled to it's best,

topped with special teriyaki sauce enhances the aroma of the chicken.

together with soft egg crumbs, every mouth of the bento

is worth the bite!

Deserves : ^^VVVVv

Shiratama Kurizen @ $6.80

Hokkaido flown red bean paste differs from normal red bean i've tasted,

in addition of QQ dumpling and "melts in the mouth" soft serve,

brings the sweetness to the MAX!

once single scoop will make you continue to scoop till it's dry~

Deserves: ^^VVVVV (Must Try!!)

Macha Kurian @ $8.80

Deliciously decorated fresh fruits,soft serve,

macha ice cream and Hokkaido red bean paste.

Its a mixture of sweetness that compensates the

tasteless & colorless kanten jelly(known for its slimming effect).

Deserves: ^^VVv

Overall: ^^VVVV

i've enjoyed the day with Mr.Bii..

Even though my leg muscles is rolling itself into a ball..

Saturday -20th Sept

Went a rackie[Dunno how to spell =( ] trip with Mr.Bii on

his new reporting place on monday.

It's situated at some Ulu Ulu place..Nearest MRT station? Bukit Batok

Lunch at MOS burger, went to fuji ice palace to watch people skate

headed home there after..

By the time i reach home..my pair of legs..

doesnt even feel like mine anymore

Sunday -21st Sept

Repeats the process on thursday ^^""

Jazs.吟 feels Happie~!

Quiz

Your Love Score Is: 60

It's love, but it's definitely not ideal. Your relationship brings a lot of heartache too. On an average day, you are happy and content with your partner. But there are a lot of problems under the surface. Maybe your relationship has a lot of baggage. Or maybe you don't communicate with each other as well as you could. Either way, you both have a bit of resentment toward one another... whether you'll admit it or not. You can get the love you want. It may be possible in this relationship, but there are no guarantees. Do your best to listen more, communicate better, and compromise as much as you can. Give it your best before you give up.

Are You in Love?