Bai's Last day..

Ytd is ah bai's last day with us..here in isg lab..
well..enjoyed times spent with you..
will kinda miss your laughter,jokes and canibalisim stuff..along with kai..

next up is all the pictures we look.. it's gonna be a loOoooong post..
and takes up bandwidth..oh well....



Finally manage to take proper group photo..coz we're not ready when
kai set her timer..ended up ask one of our student to take it for us..
thankz ar~~~


Up next is our individual shots with ah bai..
thanks for helping mi out at the elp too..thankyews!!!




Thinking of continuous posing for 5 shots? Think Again!!



Presenting to you.. Miss Hui Qin..
ai zai lor her....
continuous 10 shots..
if you could do more than her..
er..ai ya..
YOU WIN LIAO LOR!!!


Decided to do fish pose..for everyone..
Nomal smiling pics dont appeal to us anymore..lol~!!


Who look like a fish de most???



Rights..Another out of the mind competition..
suggested by....by who ar?????
which stupido ar??? faster say....
oh..i forgots...

ITS ME =p paiseh lo....=x

The big eye competition..Organizer: Jazsica



Lose to kai la..Her eyes is big kae..dont play play hor..

kai.. dont sneak up in the middle of the night and start starring..
you'll scare the hell out of the cockroaches..

esp..now is the luna 7th month... LOLx~!!!




Gawd..just look at her eyes~!!!!!!
i lose.............................



Ah Bai.. all the best for your future..no matter what you do..
may all of them succeed..at least 90% la hor.. lol =)

Jazs.吟

beijing olympics 2nd telecast..

Unfortuantely..i was unable to post a video from youtube,
about the 2008 beijing olympics..Opening Ceremony..

if..you'd missed the actual telecast of the olympics opening ceremony on the 8th..
worry not..there will be a 2nd telecast tonight!!!


8.30pm,Channel 5, 13th Aug(Tonight!!!)

Make sure you glue yourself to your teevee..
if you've miss it..
it's a must watch~!!!

Jazs.吟

Cup Noodles Day..

Forgot to update about this cup noodle session..
It was last monday..4th Aug..

A day that Kai and Qin went to meet their friends..
Only left Yani,Steph and Me..
*Headache ar~!!*

Dunno what to eat..broke lo..waiting for pay..
so, i suggested to eat cup noodles..
Supprisingly..both of them agreed..
So we proceed to Cheers to Choose our flavours..

Steph:Korean Xin Noodle(1st pic)
Yani: Nissin Tom Yam Noodle(2nd pic)
Me: 出前一丁 Sesame Noodle (3nd pic)

Doesnt mean working means rich kae...
We eat Cup Noodles..

Jazs.吟

第二十五个月

Happie 25th Month To Us..

This month has been passing slowly..especially due to the heated arguements..
can we dont argue anymore?? i'm as equally tired as you're..
Hope we can still walk the future together..

Jazs.吟

WallE

WallE is so cute..cant wait for it to be released.. =)
*reserved*
to watch with eugene =)

Jazs.吟

settled..

we argue, we pissed off, we shut ourselves down, we run, we hide,

we think over,we talked, we settled..

i know him well enough..
and i know my relationship with him well enough..

i dont mind making mistakes..i dont mind we making mistakes together..
which couple or rather which relationship doesnt
have it's own problems or doesnt make mistakes?
as long as we learn from each mistakes and grow together..
i'm more than delighted..


but..sometimes..the same mistakes happen and happen again and again..
u feel..........depressed..upset..and dont know what to do..
when both parties have different views..and un-common ground..

its very hard to compromise,understand & solve the problem..
so..the issue put on "HOLD"..
and by putting it on "HOLD" doesnt equate to "solved"..

at least to a girl..it's not a solved issue..
alot of girls kept it in their heart..
even though they mind alot..they dont dare to voice it out to the other party..
they just wanted the other party to be happy and rather suffer themselves..
thus..the other party took it for granted that..
their girlfriends are compromising them..
and vice versa..

a relationship is called a relationship for a reason..
relationship:an emotional or other connection between people

if both parties just kept quiet about their emotions,
dont communicate about it..agree on it..

instead choose to run or hide..

then..it isnt a relationship after all..i guess

if i didnt even care about or feel for my boyfriend..

i wouldn't be even caught in a dilemma..

just thinking that its alright..
kept quiet..suffer..not understanding each other's needs..

eventually..breakup..

army is a very tough period i would say..
i get to see him less than 8hrs per week..
you worry for him.. afarid that things happen to him..
Especially he has a weak ankle and sprained it the 3rd time..

Especially during the field camp..you dont even get to called him..

everyday you can only be praying hard that he's okie..

he will be able to pull thorugh physically and emotionally..

you pray.. you cry..you dont feel like leting him go back to camp..
but.. you still have to.. even though how much u hate him going back..
you have to let go..you can do nothing..

but putting on the brave front..encourage him..that its okie..
giving him moral support..and emotional support..

5 days soon will past and you'll be able to book out again..

its not easy being a girlfriend of a ns man..

for those who are going through the same process of what i am going through now..

you'll feel me..

my blog is a place for me to jot down my feelings..
whether you like it or not..
for those who cared..and show their concerns..
thank you..i really appriciate them alot..

i welcome all constructive comments..
comments from those who have been through the same process..
and those who can share their experience..

but for those who cant understand..what i'm going through..
and making said easier than done comments..
you're always free to stop reading and visit my blog and leave..

Thank you for visiting though..

Jazs.吟

decision

yup.. so ended up he decided to accompany his family..
and not even meeting me for dinner..
telling me this is the only time..
tellig me i accompany you tml lo..

i felt supper upset..cause he can even say..
" seems like i've to....."

why he cant understand me?
and have all his pirorites is above me..
i'm feeling upset..and he dont even care about my feelings..
thinking that i'm all emotional..
most importantly..he seems to feel that i'm at the wrong..

Yes.. i'm wrong..
i'm wrong being upset for a promise he made and he couldnt carry out..
i'm wrong being emotional..
i'm wrong for being the lowest priority of his..
i'm wrong that i made him piss off, coz i feel upset..
i'm wrong for feeling upset where he chooses he accompany his family, instead of me
i'm wrong for worring for him and praying for him for the past 5days..
i'm wrong for packing my schedule so that i wouldnt even think of him..
i'm wrong that i acctually make effort to get cupcakes for him..
i'm wrong that i couldnt have time with him..
i'm wrong that he couldnt even make time for mi..

i dunno why he need to say his promises so easily..
" dont worry for me, i'll accompany you friday and saturday kae?
for the weekend i cant accompany you.."

yet cant fufill it every time..
to him..its just like another sentence..
but to me, it is a promise which kept i look forward to..
all week..

at the end..he cant fufill it..
and i'm at the wrong..

great..

Disappointment

noun
1. a feeling of dissatisfaction that results when
your expectations are not realized
2. an act (or failure to act) that disappoints someone

many a time, i feel so disappointed.. cause, when i look forward to somethings/
events/results/promises..they eventually turn their back against me..
inculding work,family,friendship and of cause relationship..

For today and yesterday as an instance..
i felt great disappointment..as things didnt turn out as what i expected it to be..
especially it comes from someone you love..it hurt you even more..

i want my love to be happy..so i compromise..
example: yesterday's incident, i was thinking to myself..

"aiya, its okie la..i still have got tmr to look forward to."

well..then i came the tmr i was talking about..
my love didnt actaully told me directly that he felt that he wanted to accompany his family..
i know how he feel..didnt get to accompany his family for 2 weeks..
i ought to give some space and time for his family..

i was thinking if maybe i could accompany his parents too..
but they're planning to watch a show i've watch b4..
not that i mind watching movie with them again..but i did the same thing just yesterday..

then he was suggesting..maybe i can meet you on sunday morning
for breakfast and accompany till noon..
Which, i want him to rest on sundays..at the comfort of his own home..
do the things he want to do and relax..instead of spending the time accompany me..

or..meet me after the show with his parents..
well..i didnt want him to travel..
as he already telling me how mentally and physically shag he is..

i was caught in a dilemma so was he..
on one hand, he promised he will make the friday & saturday for me after his field camp..
one part is the promise,the other part..i really yearn to spent personal time with him..
after 6days of worrying and praying..

on the other hand, he also wish to accompany his family(i also want him to accompany his family),which i felt it wouldnt be so nice..if i join them..they also need to spent some personal time together..

maybe i'm pms-ing..and i know by writing it here doesnt really help..
but well..i guess this is the best place for me to jot down my feelings..

sometimes..i really hope that i'll make that good girlfriend of his..
you know..letting him has his own freedom & times with friends/family/himself..
where his friends/family will say:"wah..your gf so good ar..

but..sometimes i just cant help by thinking,"den what about me?" & feeling upset..
am i being selfish? or what i'm doing/thinking/saying puts him in a even more hamburger-ed situation? i want him to be happy..but yet..i'm un-happy..
yes, i want him to accompany his family..but i also want him to accompany me..

WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME???????

Cupcakes

First time ordering cupcakes online..with Qin's help..
ThankYews...
specially ordered for my family..and of c0z eugene..
coz he manged to get through the field camp..
so thought of giving him abit of reward..

i ordered 15 standard desgin(those coloured ones)..
Qin ordered those with heart hearts..
chocolates and vanilla flavours..
Looks real Yummy..but not cheap neh~!

Hope my family and eugene will like it..
although i nv tasted it before la..heex..
i guess is the thought that counts??

Jazs.吟

Stay over with my bud..

Bii went field camp lor..
5 days lei.. cant contact him..
but nevermind..i must fully uterlized my 5 days..
i muz pack the 5 days with plans~!!

so decided to meet serser for movie at vivo..
coz she wanna get stuff from daiso..
the usual norm..FULL HOUSE~!!!
sianx~!!

bo bian..go marina lor...
when we reach there..den keep thinking..why so many pple de~!

AHHHH!!
NDP REHEARSAL~!
GAWD..
later sure alot ppl squeeze train back with us..
bo bian.. buy tickets liao.. sianx again~!!

-Mummy 3-

Rating: ^^VVVV
Although the story abit lame la..talking about the acient china..
well..animations not badly done,cool effects and gadgets..
love the yeti and the blue color crystal(forgot what is it called)

we also went to do Manicure..@ TheFaceShop

not bad wor..service good..1st time there..the lady even show us her
wedding photos..PRETTY lor..must get her contact..nx time go
Msia take wedding photo..cheaper than SG ones..

After the movie..we're very bored..didnt wanna go home so early..
so i suggested..

Jaz:"eh..we go sing k la..until 3am, den u come my hse stayover ^^"
Ser:"har..you sure? ur hse..can ma? got bed for me ar?"
Jaz:"got la..i got extra bed..u call ur dad ask ask lor!"
Ser:"okie lor..i dont mind.."

-Ser calling dad in process-
-tooruu tooruu-

Ser:"hello..dad..today can go Jazs hse stay over ma?"
Ser's Dad:"want to go,go lo!!"
Jazs:

-Jazs calling Mum in process-
-tooruu tooruu-

Jazs:"ello, Mummie ar..today Ser come our hse stay can ma?"
Jazs Mum:"she wan to come,come lor!! you got place let her sleep meh?"
Jazs:"got ar..got extra bed..later i go back clean"
Jazs Mum:"you say de ar..i not gonna clean for you"
Jazs:"okie..i say de"
Ser:

i told ser..later go back the bed sure clean hao liao..
ser says:" if my mum also lidat, 天下的妈妈都是一样的"
Thankwies Mummie..Loves Loves Loves..

Headed to kbox @ hougang..
sang until 3am..until my voice box wanna drop out liao..
coz water level low la..!!!
depleted our own water..+ no where to buy water liao..

waited for cab to go home..
beginin..no cab de..streets empty and quiet..
suddenly,got cab liao.. =)

we flagged..
3 cabs CHIONG AH~!!!
2 cabs almost "Lang Ga"
we stunned..
board the cab..
cab uncle stunned..
said:"wah..u all nv flag..nothing happen.. once flag all CHIONG..吓到我"
we:""

Reach my hse..
MY FREAKING DOOR IS LOCKED..
not those can open by key kind hor..
is those manual lock..
we...
how sia..3am in the morning..want me to call my house Meh?!?
later wake up the whole block sia!!

*thinking to myself*
"who locked the FREAKING DOOR!!!OMG~!!!"

i told ser..if no one open..den i go her hse stay lo..

i knock on the door
*tock tock tock tock*
the door moved..one face behind..
my mum..HENG AR~!!!
she open the door..
Thankwies~!!!

went in..clean up..
indeed the bed is cleaned!
Thankz Mummie again again!!

*lie flat on bed*
tired..we talked..and ser 1st to fall asleep..
when i know she sleep liao den i sleep..

Nx day.. i woke up 1st b4 her..
went to living room to read news paper..
she woke up looking for toothbrush..
passed her one..and told her..

Jazs:"i shall label this with ur name..nx time you come can use"
Ser:"i also dunno when can come stay again ah.."
Jazs:",i also dunno lei =x "

Went down to lunch..
western food..nice and cheap..
$4.50 for a chicken chop and eat full full

Chicken chop:$4.50 & Beef Rice:$5.50

After lunch Ser's dad fetch her home..

SerSer my budbud..Hearts~!!

after she went back.. i bathe and went out to hunt for my bro's stuff..
WahLews..ANOTHER LONG STORY..
update tmr!!
tired..ZzzZ

Jazs.吟